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The test of the difficult time comes to me, and I will no longer call myself a brave person if I have any retreat.  What will I do, will I face any distress in the place I am waiting for?  I don't have any worries and dissatisfaction, because I have filled my heart with unknown blessings.  If I turn over thousands of years of historical scrolls, I will find that the difficulties I face are all difficulties that are not worth mentioning. These difficulties must pass. 

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When I have seen my own setbacks, I will feel excited and happy for the path I have chosen.  Will a war-torn person be afraid of another outbreak of war?  Because we don't have much room to think about the retreat, we have already been riding the tiger, but I still feel that the danger has not come.  The scene three years ago came to my eyes again, when we could not support the past with the flesh.  Supporting the beauty that I am with me is a strong will. This willpower will take me to a faraway place, thinking about all the places, I can arrive by myself. 

Now I am fascinated not only by my childhood TV set and my good family.  Every time I get hot weather, I will go to distant relatives to take a summer break.  I am a poor child, but in the home of others, I lived a life like a noble prince. At that time, the two heroines were in Shanxi and one in Beijing.  The hostess is not willing to invest a penny in her child's study. She feels that she can live a good life as long as she struggles hard.  Her daughter is a smart and talented girl, but her mother's sensitive embarrassment and uneasiness, her mother is not willing to spend a penny for her children in her studies.  She is worried that her child will have the ability one day. If she has the ability to go far, she will not be outside her, and she will never. 

She is also a child who loves me. She wants to realize her romantic dream through her own efforts.  I live in her house. Her name is mysterious and I can't say anything. Her name is Ouyang Xue. I don't know why she has such a surname added to her, or my name is simple Jinzhulan, my  The learned old man from afar gave me the name.  However, when I was in elementary school, because of my lack of effort and intelligence, I was given an empty title by my teacher.  And said that my life is doomed to be ordinary or even incompetent.  Who knows that such a small child is wearing this inexplicable curse on my head, others wearing a crown, I am wearing a curse.

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Hey, I am a very shameful person. In that year, I have been particularly uncomfortable in the first grade.  Try to think about how I felt when a first-year child and a kindergarten classmate sat together.  There is a feeling of being despised, and I have been extremely unconfident in the first year of elementary school.  Later, I really figured out the reason why my dad never showed up in front of others, how to have power, and how to be confident.  Although I know that such a situation will not last long on me, I have to spend a long time to overcome this inferiority.  This inferiority makes me lie in the forgotten whirlpool. I was also excellent at the elementary school. After all, I have already written on the blackboard from the third grade.

Others have cast their envious eyes, but the more they are not confident in me.  It seems that I have long understood that such honors have nothing to do with my own efforts. It is only a gift from heaven, and has nothing to do with my efforts.  My elementary school was almost spent in peace, and there was no difference in mind and spirit. I think I can't invest in learning because my family is constantly in the process of fighting.  When others are reading, I am always thinking about other things.  Half of my failed genes can be reflected in my childhood environment. 

Today, thirty years later, it has always had an immeasurable impact on me.  When the customer service is inferior, I can be fully confident enough that the time does not exceed one-eighth of the length of my life.  When someone asked me, I clearly remembered that my head was rising, looking at the white old ceiling, saying that I was not sure.  Because I don't know what words I use to describe and answer questions that others ask.  I don't know how to answer but I like to live a parasitic life and continue my own rhythm.  When I got married, my fiancée asked me when I got married and asked me why I was so anxious to get married. I can't answer this question. 

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Later, I also paid the price for my lack of self-confidence.  Anyone can imagine what kind of life a person without confidence lives.  It is poor, depressed, despised, selfish, and I am struggling to find my own path.  I lived happily in the aura that God gave me. Finding the path of life is a very painful and painful process.  No one can replace who is going through this process. It took me four years to find the way to life.  I added this kind of suffering to my mother and father because I lacked self-confidence and I caused disastrous destruction to my family.  But once people have passed this beautiful and painful age, everything is like a spring blessing, and my heart is satisfied. 

My heart was filled with my giving and hard work, and I became more and more aware of what my future road was like!  I saw all the fragrant and seductive results of my life. People began to like to communicate with me, greetings, and my brother and sister were convinced by the courage and confidence that I quickly burst out.  I am no longer the one who says something else is not clear, not the inferior person who said that everyone nodded.  I suddenly found that the sky is really blue. I found that my heart has changed and my world has changed.  Others no longer seem to talk about something, others have cast a smile and greetings to me.

The world is really wonderful. When you reach the high level, you will feel that the world is very cute and bring you blessings and gratification.  When your destiny is dim and tragic, your life is gray, so those who can see the blue sky in the gloomy world are those who have the courage to change their destiny, those who do not easily bow their heads, and who do not yield to fate.  people.  As long as we look for the cute or sad notes in our lives, we can focus on the beautiful and fantastic design and construction of life.

Who is the designer of this city, except who else you are!

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