Singing Snowberg
Chapter Three
Hide-and-seek <4>
Chros©
“Cyano. How are you? Please come in,” he looks as sober as me. “No, I just want my player, I left it here, I’m sorry.” I look into his cell trying to find out what is he doing. “Here. Don’t you really want to come in?” He makes way for me. Just two minutes Cyano, don’t you want to stay with him, look at his beautiful young body, he might be the same species with you, and his young adorable face, all carved just fine to the most exquisite extent. Don’t drown in physical beauty Cyano, faces lie, it’s just your hormone working. “Oh by the way my room number is B008, first floor.”
Salix was already in deep slumber when I got back. I plug in the charger, turn to my best song, the bamboo flute melody. “Salix.” “Hum?” He opens his eyelids, clear grey eyes under the lamplight. “I lo... I lost my player but now it’s here. Can you hear the music?” He smiles, oh I love you Salix, I’ll do everything for you, I’ll protect you. I’m going to cry, this is love, unconditional love and happiness!
I mount on him, “do you want it?” He raises his both arms above his head, looking at me gently as if to say, “anything.” In the melody I entered into his body, this is the intimacy I want. It’s worth my life to protect it. I miss my dream, Uyuni, frost forest, blue deer, that Sunder, that Salix, Lake of the Thousand Hearts, but all of them can’t match the intimacy of this moment. Love is everything, I was born for love, live for it, work for it, and also, die for it.
Today I’m going to find Alice, the first thing of my work. The door isn’t locked this time but she’s not there, mission failed. Should I open the notepaper to preload some information? No of course no! Don’t be a jerk. Alright, let’s go find the purple puddle.
“Good day Willowen.” This time his four limbs are on the floor, he’s in the middle of puking. I’m embarrassed, why don’t puke in your toilet? You want attention?
When he’s cleaning the floor I said, “I can’t find Alice, maybe she’s out already.” “Where’s the paper?” Oh no, I searched everywhere possible and it was gone. “So you’re a spy hijacked our information.” I couldn’t find anger in his tongue, this is dangerous. I fled off.
This proves the deletion of my memory, a big discovery. I just have to find out myself. I can’t remember the dreams I had these days after I killed Morph, I don’t even sure whether I dreamt or not, maybe it’s a bad decision to kill her. Anyway I’m happy now, I don’t need them anymore. I’ll ask Salix reading the meditation guide for me, hope it’ll help me find the lost memories.
A man wearing patient clothes is wandering in the corridor, I close my book and ready to leave, I don’t want any business with him. But why is he running to me? Fuck he grabs at my arm, “what are you doing?” “I’m Miguel, I need your help.” He wasn’t in a hurry few minutes ago? I don’t believe him. “Please, you have to help me. Lazy’s not good.” Alright, we don’t need a madder person in this madhouse.
He has a ginger cat, and this cat is sleeping with his belly exposed. He said the cat is dying because he had never seen him sleep like this, so I woke him up, what a lovely cat. “He’ll be alright, he did this is because he trusts you.” He let me hold his cat, “I think I need someone to talk to, you are welcome anytime to visit my room 531.” Okay, I like your cat, I’ll take some snacks for him very often.
“I’m Miguel, 38 years old.” “What’re your symptoms?” “No ideas.” “How long have you been here?” He shakes his head again. Let’s change the topic, “do you know Alice? The room 574.” Then he told me all about her. She is a very young girl, she has a superpower in drinking water, never stopping. She was bullied in school. “That’s why she can drink a lot of water?” “We think so.”
He kept talking and talking, from his words I believe he’s a good maniac. I have to go, someone’s calling me. His cat jumps onto my tools cart, “Lazy, come here.” This cat won’t let us touch him, “he wants to explore the world, can you take him for some time?” I’d love to, I have a sleeping companion, finally. “Okay, if I have to, we can’t force him.”
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